"What are you saying?"

its been a while

Sat, 02 Mar 2013 22:37:09 -0500

Wow haven’t posted in a while but i thought if use this time to vent i thought I’d use my blog to let it out where I’m safe … damn where to start.. I fell so hard for this girl everything about her makes me fall in love over and over again I try to control it sometimes but it doesn’t wanna be controlled I’ve been in love before but never like this never with the right one life is so short things are so fucked up right now and I’m stuck but she still loves me nd stands by my side we may not see eye to eye always but at the end of each day she is the one I want to be holding next to me my girl is beautiful on the inside and the out nd she’s all mine … Ihave a problem tho I’m mad insecure we live miles away we live diff lifes sometimes Iget worried but Ipray everything will be okay well tumblr thanks for letting me get some things out possibly not enough but my girl can’t see this so its okay that’s all I need :)

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Thu, 29 Nov 2012 08:24:22 -0500

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn’t have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The cashier said, “I’m sorry, but you don’t have enough money to buy this doll.” Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ”Granny, are you sure I don’t have enough money?” The old lady replied: ”You know that you don’t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.” Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. “It’s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.” I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her afterall, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. “No, Santa Claus can’t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.” His eyes were so sad while saying this. “My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.” My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: “I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.” Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me “I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won’t forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she doesn’t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.” Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. “Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?” “OK,” he said, “I hope I do have enough.” I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said: “Thank you God for giving me enough money!” Then he looked at me and added, “I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!” “I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn’t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.” “My mommy loves white roses.” A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn’t get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn’t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him. Now you have 2 choices: 1) Reblog this message. 2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart

Sun, 18 Nov 2012 17:58:57 -0500

redneckirishbarbie:

foreverlivingfreee:

noonecantakeawayyourdreams:

This Touched My Heart && Made Me Cry <333

HAD to reblog. it made me cry <3…

Crying my eyes out.

Awwe :(

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Sun, 18 Nov 2012 17:48:22 -0500

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Mon, 22 Oct 2012 22:58:53 -0400

dreamingbella: Are you lonely tonight? Are you missing your ex or just a friend? Are you sitting...

Mon, 22 Oct 2012 22:57:19 -0400

dreamingbella:

Are you lonely tonight? Are you missing your ex or just a friend? Are you sitting there wondering what’s happening to your friendship or relationship with someone? Are you trying to salvage the little bits even though it hurts so badly? Do you just want someone to talk to, to tell you it’s going to be okay. Someone to make you laugh? Because I know exactly what it feels like to be going through that.

aestheticaspirations: Song: “Sunday Morning” - Maroon 5 Image...

Thu, 11 Oct 2012 02:19:08 -0400

aestheticaspirations:

Song: “Sunday Morning” - Maroon 5

Image from: emschi

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Thu, 11 Oct 2012 02:17:41 -0400

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Wed, 10 Oct 2012 23:51:04 -0400

j-acob: I took this photo, please keep my source. Thanks :)

Tue, 09 Oct 2012 01:02:58 -0400

j-acob:

I took this photo, please keep my source. Thanks :)

ashinkusher420: ^new buds :3

Sun, 07 Oct 2012 16:51:16 -0400

ashinkusher420:

^new buds :3

Bitches aint shit im findin that 1 true bitch.

Sun, 07 Oct 2012 02:56:42 -0400

I wonder what they know i wonder what they think… Haha actually i lied i dont give a fuck and thats just it i dont care when will they get it ? Handful of bad bitches and you think ur still a thought in the mind when ur fuckin with nasty ppl nd doing what uve always done of course i love u but ive gotten better at bettering myself u ur still stuck in the same sorrow when will u learn that ppl are over the bullshit u think its everyone else well stare in that mirror a lil harder nd own up once u own up u grow up ppl make mistakes its apart of life nd growing up its what u do with those mistakes that count, u wont talk to me now but some day ur gonna need me again trust me nd your going to wish u never pushed me out the door mark my words me and u were not over its on the back burner always on ur mind i just found things to occupy my mind maybe ive learned to love someone that truly loves me ive changed i did it for the best u u changed what the fuck tell me that aint the rest lemme know if it was ever real they swear they real as shit they wouldnt know real if it was standin next to em nd thats word

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Sun, 07 Oct 2012 02:44:54 -0400

despookinator: i try not to sound like an asshole but it’s really hard because i am an asshole

Sun, 07 Oct 2012 02:40:42 -0400

despookinator:

i try not to sound like an asshole but it’s really hard because i am an asshole

"Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood."

Sun, 07 Oct 2012 02:40:01 -0400

“Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood.”

- George Orwell, 1984

Delaney is my favorite person ever<333

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 01:25:18 -0400

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Thu, 20 Sep 2012 01:44:35 -0400

damn

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 01:39:10 -0400

just when think over it get pulled right back just when thought u were finally out of sight outta mind never wanted u so bad in my life just wanna go up nd steal u away make who ever ur with look dumb bc no1 can have my wife at the end of the day everything I said felt I felt ask me to this day if iloveyou and my answer never changes things happen nd ppl fall apart but there is no doubt in my mind that we were ment to b and some day soon we will be iloveyou nd hope you know its true iwonder if u still read my tumblr all the time wonder if u even think about me toiwonder if what u said was true wonder if u rlly feel like that for me if u ever rlly did what would it take to have u back what would it take to make u mine ima changed person and ready to show u my love don’t wanna play games I don’t wanna fight just want love nd want it done right ilove u forever and always ev en when things aint right */**/**<3