i can’t believe I was so blind I can’t believe I trusted every word when the truth came out I just didn’t read the signs you fucked with my head u made me feel dead now u have to deal with what’s gonna feel oh so real I’m so angry I may explode if I keeping thinking this hard . People have told me countless times over and over and over and I didn’t listen but I see it happening I feel it happening Im scared of the outcome I’m scared to be hurt again Ive found something I love so much but what happens if it turns out to be the very thing that breaks me to never ever ever be whole again so far past broken that there’s no point in going through life anymore I will forever be broken if this were to go wrong ik it’s a lot to put on ur back to know that if u step on that crack but damn I don’t even know what to do these things these emotions there not fair they fuck with my brain time to take my drugs and love life! Yay for emotional drugs